||[Sep. 26th, 2009|08:19 pm]
Ashley (aka maddy ashy aka ashoftomorrow)
I'm having a terrible day today. I guess there hasn't been all that much wrong with my day, in that not really anything has gone badly but I've had almost no human contact all day. The little I had, during an early morning class I'm taking, left me feeling worse rather than better. The complete lack of interaction with basically anyone today has given me a lot of time to question myself and what exactly I'm doing. Where am I going? How do I get what I want out of life? Why do I always feel like everything I want is just out of reach? Why in the fuck don't I have friends anymore?
I'm thinking about taking a shower and going out to see a movie alone or maybe drowning my sorrows in a few beers before I head to sleep for the evening. I don't want to face what a piece of shit I've become.