||[Sep. 22nd, 2009|12:03 am]
Ashley (aka maddy ashy aka ashoftomorrow)
i can't stop watching the first idk, minute. I love Henry Rollins to pieces but that's really not why I can't stop watching. I don't have the time nor the inclination to go into it in detail at the moment but, fuck, the "admit it, admit it. you like me. you love me unconditionally" part kills me. In that one sentence he sounds just like this fucking guy I know. Not sort of. Not, like kind of sounds like him. It literally sounds like good ol' Hank BECOMES this fucking guy for a few seconds. He even sort of for one second LOOKS like this fucking guy. This fucking guy that I just can't seem to get off my mind. Eventually I'll write a long, rambling entry that will reveal the extent of my huge-normous crush on and general amounts of crazy toward/about said frustrating fucking guy but at this point, I can barely gather my thoughts enough (because of the above link) to write this entry using complete words.
This is proof enough for now, I think, of just how fucking nutso I go over this guy. Who the fuck gets this worked up over something like this? Just hearing his voice (EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT ACTUALLY HIS FUCKING VOICE) makes me lose my shit.
Fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I'm so fucked. FUCK.